The joy of a mask free day. August 6, 2020. Some pretty photos from a recent walk.

 

I have been wearing a face mask to work now for 5 months. I have to say that now when I have a day off I try very hard to stay home and have a face mask free day.  While I love walking at the gardens the thought of walking around with a mask on often keeps me from going. I did venture out this week and got a few fun photos. I really think this humming bird was posing for me. 

I have realized that all the things I used to like to do on my days off, I really don't want to do anymore. I just want to stay home and not have to wear a face mask. I am slowly getting my house really organized.  I have even started to figure out how to get all my errands done before my days off so I can stay home.

I have a greater appreciation for doctors and dentists and any other worker who wore masks daily before this virus came about. I would love to go back to mask free living. I think it's far away still. Today I spent the day working in my own gardens. I have been enjoying my own yard, which really needs a lot of attention. I have some good plans for next summer.

My two days off are almost over and I dread having to go back to work tomorrow. I love my job, but wearing the mask all day long is tiring. My upper lip is constantly peeling, and I feel like I am constantly yelling so people can understand what I am saying.  I also feel like I don't talk as well with a mask on. Have you had that issue? You go to say a word and it comes out all wrong. I said words wrong before the mask and now with the mask it's worse. Where I work we have to have face masks on constantly and also have to stay 8 feet away from other co-workers. I also have to wear gloves most of the day because I work with money and mail. It's very hard to work in what used to be a very social environment, trying to be socially distant. Always making sure to move a little further away from your coworkers. It's very weird.

I think I am already counting the days to when I have another day off.  It's nice to have moments where life feels almost like it's normal.  My husband and I will often go sit at the waters edge of the lake near our house on our evenings off together just to be outside and feel like life is the way it used to be.

So much has changed so quickly. Soon my children will be heading back to college. I'm not sure how college will even work. I don't think the schools or the students really know how this is all going to work. I feel bad for this young generation, this is a time when they should be out socializing and spreading their wings a bit. Instead they need to social distance and not gather in big groups.

I want to be hopeful that soon life will fall into a new normal. But I am also working on being prepared if things possibly get worse. I don't know what is in the future for us, I will just take it day by day.

I hope you enjoy the photos. I've never tried to photograph the moon before. One of the benefits of staying home and sitting on your back porch.  I do have a wonderful view. What things are you doing to make life feel a bit more normal? Do you find you want to go out less because of the need to wear face masks? Take care.G.G.