It’s Christmas and you think you should feel cheerful and excited. For me the last few weeks have been very hard.
Even in the holiday season hard things happen. I have a co-worker whose nephew is dying of cancer. It’s stage 4 with no cure.
One of the leaders of my company passed away right after Thanksgiving. It has been so hard to come to terms with this passing.
So while I put on this mask of cheer, and holiday happiness when a work. When I get home I am thinking about death and the way people die. I’m pondering the world and some of the seemingly unfair things that happen.
I was thankful that I got to attend church this past Sunday.
It was focused on Christmas hymns and the savior. It helped me feel the Christmas spirit.
I realized that while I may be struggling for understanding about death and dying. It’s not the grim reaper who
Is walking next to me on this path. It’s the Savior.
He is there with me. He is helping me to understand.
That is the reason Christmas is special.
Because there is a Savior who understands all and walks with you.
Kimberly